no news. ive been slowly regaining strength and health behind the scenes, its just painfully slow lol. and every time i feel good i wind up spending that time enjoying feeling good instead of working. it should be that i work when i feel good so that i can chill when the pain starts up.

i am getting to a point where i can juggle two projects at a time, which would be great! i have too many open projects that need work badly. most desperate: the enormous bloodborne document (ONCE ITS DONE ITS DONE AND OUT OF MY HEAD FOREVER) and restarting movie streams. i already have ideas for monthly themes and i want to start using people's recommendations. im just so, so burned out on the wedding. its not even until october its just like anticipatory exhaustion. i dont want to have to wait for months to have guilt-free fun. thank you all for your continued patience as i slowly pull myself out of the hole i dug myself.