i finally got my government check. now im paralyzed with indecision as to whether or not to pull the trigger on buying a new computer or to save it in case my lungs fill with liquid and pop. the good news is i would be buying a new desktop instead of this crusty old laptop ive had since college which means i would be able to stream again. ive been desperate to get back to that. streaming art used to give me terrible anxiety but theres really no way to get over stage fright except trial by fire.

plus, you know. bad movie streams for patreon donors. i'll have to work those out somehow. god i missed bad movie streams. theres so many things i need to show people. you guys are REALLY missing out on some wild stuff out there.